Wowzers...

So its late at night.... I don't feel like going to sleep... I always go to bed early, wake up early, get to this place on time, go to all my classes, meetings, and church stuff without much complaint... and I am so tired... so tired that I don't want to go to sleep. The restart button is one that I do not want to press tonight. Each day feels the same. Get up, go to work, go to class, get lunch, go to class, go to work, eat dinner, do homework, get ready for bed, go to sleep- RESTART - its like the dotted bar line at the end of a musical piece that I feel like is complete!! DON'T GO BACK TO THE BEGINNING!! THE SONG IS OVER!! This is not an outrage on my part. Don't get me wrong. I just feel like sometimes the best thing to do is feel complete. Like what you wanted to happen will suffice and you don't have to go back and redo your days with a slight twist here or there. BUT OF COURSE, my beliefs keep me straight. I know that what Heavenly Father wants for me to do is not to think of myself and my wants... because they will all be taken care of. I know that He loves me and will give me patience to endure to the end. Oh the end. yeah!! the completion!! it is near! How i rejoice just at the thought of these being the Last Days. Hooray for happy endings. Til tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow. Good night. restart.