Wowzers...

So its late at night.... I don't feel like going to sleep... I always go to bed early, wake up early, get to this place on time, go to all my classes, meetings, and church stuff without much complaint... and I am so tired... so tired that I don't want to go to sleep. The restart button is one that I do not want to press tonight. Each day feels the same. Get up, go to work, go to class, get lunch, go to class, go to work, eat dinner, do homework, get ready for bed, go to sleep- RESTART - its like the dotted bar line at the end of a musical piece that I feel like is complete!! DON'T GO BACK TO THE BEGINNING!! THE SONG IS OVER!! This is not an outrage on my part. Don't get me wrong. I just feel like sometimes the best thing to do is feel complete. Like what you wanted to happen will suffice and you don't have to go back and redo your days with a slight twist here or there. BUT OF COURSE, my beliefs keep me straight. I know that what Heavenly Father wants for me to do is not to think of myself and my wants... because they will all be taken care of. I know that He loves me and will give me patience to endure to the end. Oh the end. yeah!! the completion!! it is near! How i rejoice just at the thought of these being the Last Days. Hooray for happy endings. Til tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow. Good night. restart.

Tough Tuesday

And I thought Mondays were bad... Why is that... that the start of the week always seems so horrid and slow?? It certainly has something to do with the start of the work week. We are an inherently lazy society nowadays... I just wish that the start of 2009 brought the motivation to each start of the week. Changes and resolutions. I am off to study journalism and literature... favorite and least favorite... and yes i am actually studying. Maybe change is possible.

Inauguration Day

Today as I sit at work... doing the usual e-mail, facebook, all those checks you make first... I see that everyone is either super excited about the Inauguration or just obliviously going about their business like myself. This is a very important day in history, I realize that, but when you look at the pictures of Washington this morning... Don't you think they are going a TAD overboard here? I am a member of the media, strangely enough... and I find myself not killing for a spot at the limelight of doing a piece about this great day. Re-evaluation taking place... Is this really what I want to go into? Do I have to truly become a frenzied member of the media to make it in the world? Well I still have a year and a half before graduation... so I have some time. :)

I normally don't like blogs...

Thanks to Cody Blowers' blog now I do!